Her Words Softens My Stoned-Heart

I am stubborn. I am bad moron. I am easily hot-tempered person. I hate to do things not on my own wishes. I easily get tired. Sometimes my life brings me hopeless than a bright colors. And I will just follow the flow cause for me I think I should be grateful for still breathing and living this wonderful life. Without thinking any consequences that may happen cause actually I'm soooooo tired of thinking what effects may come, I will just then perform all the duties and works and loads and jobs with my mouth zipped ! Oh dear, so pathetic right?


But then, fortunately a friend of mine, I wanna say her name Shaidatul Nadia whom we called as Shy said a simple phrase to me which make me think aback. She said this when we were lepakking at the cafe.


Me : This is the latest notes for all of us. 5 BM and 2 Microbes. Later I will pass to Maslin and you can take from her okay? :)


Shy : Yeahh. Thank you Fuzahhhh.


Me : Hee no biggie lah. Hurmm so tired lah.


Shy : Fuza, it is not a big deal. Don't worry, insyaAllah you will get pahala as much as possible. You know what, anyone of us who get As for any subject, you can get the pahala from it. If all f us get As, you will get lotsss of pahala. InsyaAllah kay ? :)


Me : Ouhhh really. Yeahh i now realize about it.


In my mind I was thinking on why should I sighed so much before this? Why must I hesitate to do good things which insyaAllah brings me good things back then in akhirat? Yeah, if anyone of us get good marks, I should not be sad if I didn't get good marks as theirs because they got those good marks mostly came from my efforts. Is it? Don't you think so?


Thanks Shy for letting me realized about it. Thank you thank you friend. :)