Balance and Time

i really need to find my balance back. sayap oh sayap, come to mama.

it seems like you had had taken the whole of me, and don't worry, i didn't mad at you. we used to be friends before, and always be good friends :)

i thought that i had winning this game, but i was wrong. the true thing is i had failed and lost. but, it is okay to fail. at least we will learn something and try to be better in advance. oh i just love you God for giving me the chance to fail in this love matter. maybe that is the sign or advice we need to learn before we are getting married right? 

and hey. there's a thing. i don't know why, in every semester, i'll find myself back right after the middle semester holidays. it keep repeating and i'm sick of it. i tried not to repeat the same mistake again, but well, i failed. 

never mind. at least i don't get lost through out the semester right?

well. in order to find my balance and my time, i should make some simple precautions for not to be overrated with these world thingy.

dulu masa ada kekasih hati, punyalah banyak sangat masa bagi dekat dia. and then, sekarang bila dah takda ni, inilah the right time untuk bagi masa dekat kekasih hati yang tetap setia, Allah.

so, i really2 have to steal my time for Him. tak maw jadi kedekut dgn Dia, hidup ni dah tak lama. al-quran pun tak banyak yang hafal, tak tawu ada apa je dengan diri sendiri untuk jumpa Dia nanti.

jadi, sangat banyak benda yang nak kena upgrade, iaitu :

1) solat kena tepat pada masanya
2) quran kena rajin baca
3) kena rajin pegi masjid
4) rajin2 la bagi sedekah dekat orang
5) kena sentiasa buat penilaian diri untuk jadi lebih better
6) banyakkan solat sunat dan bangun malam
7) time management
8) tuturkan kata2 dengan baik
9) selalu tersenyum, kalau tak orang ingat ada problem je
10) hormat orang lain dan sila berlaku sopan
11) uruskan hal peribadi dan kerja dgn baik

so mahfuzah, banyak betul benda yang dah tinggal. jangan disebabkan busy sgt dgn jadual harian sampai tak sempat nak pegi masjid. tak bagus.

awak tu student je baru, amek marine biotech je, bukannya amek medic pun. kalau skrg pun tak dapat nak urus waktu elok2, dah besar bila dah kawen ada anak semua nati mcm mana nak urus waktu?

so, please dear. buat sikit2. ubah sikit2. and yang paling penting jaga kesihatan. selalu sangat penat pun tak bagus juga. you owe your own time.