Dreams #Part 2

architecture.

one of my favorite.

once in my past, i had really wanted to be one.

however, there are too many obstacles and bad consequences to be thought of. 

and right now i'm following my parent's wish.

i'm taking bachelor of biotechnology in iium kuantan. who don't know biotech kick their ass ! This garden of knowledge is just near my home in balok. yeah i love my home. feels sooooooo blessed when surrounded by y blessed people. my lovely abah, my cute umi, my happily ever after siblings and all of ther good things about my home would i miss everyday and every second. eating nice and delicious food is my favorite hobby when back home.

and then, 

suddenly i don't know why this thing came up in my mind just now.

it is like demotivating me you know.

i don't even have any reason why i need to keep holding on in this course.

my favorite people now all gone. it is like a bullshit to my head. thinking too many things inside my head. aaaaaaaaaa like want to bang my head on the wall.

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whatever. will be continued. soooooo lapaq. sambal ikan keli and ayam goreng halia awaits me. bubye !

Think big. Dream high. Achieve higher.

what is just around the corner?

EXAM is just around the corner.

before i'm heading to the exam, there are several things need to be done. assignments and recitation of hadith and quranic verses.

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the exam will start on :

24th december - study circle.

30th december - BM

5th january - KOS

8 january - UNGS and organic chem

15 january - microbiology

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please change pooja babeh. until when you want to behave like this? please change please change.

today is already 16th december. 

aren't you afraid?

i think a girl like me really need to be forced by a some kind of strong feeling or minded to be soooooo rajin study. 

cause it is not really me.

cause study for me ain't no fun when we need to focus on something we don't like or even something we think it is ever existed? danggggg !

BUT !

it is a very biggggg BUT here.

we never know our future right? so why must we being so desperate for wanting too many perfect things to ever exist in our life ? .

everybody can dream. but not all can ever achieve it cause not everybody want it seriously. 

so pooja baby, you really need to think further. you are no longer little girl. you are adolescene. think BIG. dream high. achieve HIGHER. 

Her Words Softens My Stoned-Heart

I am stubborn. I am bad moron. I am easily hot-tempered person. I hate to do things not on my own wishes. I easily get tired. Sometimes my life brings me hopeless than a bright colors. And I will just follow the flow cause for me I think I should be grateful for still breathing and living this wonderful life. Without thinking any consequences that may happen cause actually I'm soooooo tired of thinking what effects may come, I will just then perform all the duties and works and loads and jobs with my mouth zipped ! Oh dear, so pathetic right?


But then, fortunately a friend of mine, I wanna say her name Shaidatul Nadia whom we called as Shy said a simple phrase to me which make me think aback. She said this when we were lepakking at the cafe.


Me : This is the latest notes for all of us. 5 BM and 2 Microbes. Later I will pass to Maslin and you can take from her okay? :)


Shy : Yeahh. Thank you Fuzahhhh.


Me : Hee no biggie lah. Hurmm so tired lah.


Shy : Fuza, it is not a big deal. Don't worry, insyaAllah you will get pahala as much as possible. You know what, anyone of us who get As for any subject, you can get the pahala from it. If all f us get As, you will get lotsss of pahala. InsyaAllah kay ? :)


Me : Ouhhh really. Yeahh i now realize about it.


In my mind I was thinking on why should I sighed so much before this? Why must I hesitate to do good things which insyaAllah brings me good things back then in akhirat? Yeah, if anyone of us get good marks, I should not be sad if I didn't get good marks as theirs because they got those good marks mostly came from my efforts. Is it? Don't you think so?


Thanks Shy for letting me realized about it. Thank you thank you friend. :)

This is a Love Note #1

This is a Love Note.


Anyone who can't handle themselves reading a loved dovey thingy, you better leave this page now. I said NOW. HEHE.


Tak love note sangatlah kali ni aku nak marah2 sikit. Bukan marah tapi meluahkan perasaan. Okay? Tak gosip pun cuma nak cerita okay? Sapa yang terasa mintak maaf okay?


Jangan nak easy sangat minta couple dengan orang lain boleh tak? Kau bikin orang jadi serabut tahu? And kalau masih tak mampu jangan tiba2 nak cakap dengan mana2 gurl yg kau nak cop dia untuk future boleh? Whatahell man? Aku macam pelik sgtlah, kenapa tah dengan kau yg masih tahu diri tak mampu nak kawen and masih confuse lagi sama ada kau suka kat gurl tu betul2 ke main2, pastu nak main cop2 pulak. Honestly said bila dah banyak sgt laki main2 cop ni, aku rasa macam semua laki ni sama je. Dyorg nak dekat kita tapi dyorg tahu yang mmg takkan dapat kita sekarang so dyorg pun cop kita. Sepatutnya cop2 ni jadi sangat suci conditionnya, but when it comes to me, aku rasa mcm boys ni sume nak main2 ke ape? =.=''


Suka hati kau je nak message macam ni kan :


 "Salam awak, ni Ali (bukan nama sebenar). Awak, jom kapel jom. Nak tak? "


What theeeeeeeeeeeeee ?! Perkenalan dgn orang2 mcm kamu yang membuatkan aku skrg makin ringan mulut mengeluarkan bahasa2 itu.


Or yang macam gini orangnya :


Dia : Awak, awak dah berpunya ke?
Saya: Hehe, awat tanye nihhhh???
Dia : Hee, saja saja nak tahu. Manalah tahu saya ada chance ke kan nak jd boipren awak kan, hihi
Saya : Larhhh, saya dah ada lah. Hehe, lambat sapa suruh. Miahahahah. (okay, padahal aku single lagi okay. Saje je ank melarikan diri.)
Dia : Alahhhhhhhhh. Sedihnya saya awak dah ada. Sayangnya ruginya saya. Nak picture boleh? Yelah, awak kan dah ada bf, saya just boleh tenung gambar awak je setiap hari.
Saya : *dalam hati DAMNNNNNNNN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!* terus tak reply.


Haaa kan? And banyak lagila contoh2 manusia macam2 ragam ni. Bukannya nak mengumpat, tp sebab aku dah tak tahan sgt, malaslah asyik nak membebel pasal korang dekat roomate aku. Kesian kat roomate aku asyik dgr cerita pasal korang je. And aku pun dah tanak cerita kt org lain, dosa dah byk sgt. Cerita kat blog sape je yg tahu kan? Belog baru lagi pun, anonymous. Haha.


And korang tak rasa pelik ke mula2 kawan cakap guna aku kau. Tapi without persetujuan telepati drpd sesiapa pun korg tiba2 nak guna saya awak. ???????? Lainlah kalau aku pun nak jugak ckp saya awak dgn kau, itu lain okay. Tapi, korang mcm suka hati je kan. And dulu punyalah beriya2 nak ngorat kawan aku bagai, tiba2 skrg mcm kenapa nak ngorat aku ni? Aku rimaslah brader. Tiba2 kau nak sweet2 sgt dgn aku, aku jadi pelik okay.


Hurm mungkin hati aku ni dah keras sgt nak terima dah. Sebab ape? Sebab dah byk kali aku terkena. Mmg ada kata2 nasihat ckp Allah temukan kita dgn org yg salah supaya kita belajar byk drpd pengalaman kita. Itu aku bersyukur dah byk pengalaman cause at least benda2 tu semua jadi kat aku mase time sekolah tak matang lagi dulu cinta minyet bagai eiii mengarut. Yeah at least kita belajar something kan? Eh Hana, sepatutnya kan aku gedik nak buat belog dlm English substitle kan? Tapi nak buat campoq2 jugak boleh tak? Hehe.


And yet, still ada org nak stalk2 lagi. Aku rimas tahu tak? Aku kalau boleh tanak korang nampak aku pun or terserempak pun dgn korang. Pliss lah understand my condition. Ni siap nak ikut joging sama2 lahh apa kau ingat romantik ke? Lainlah kalau aku pun ada feeling kat kau. Hurm serabut taw. Dah penat dah reject, ada faham tak? Pegila carik perempuan lain yg lawa2 howt2 cun melecun kat universiti kau, kt kolej kau. Boleh? Aku ni biasa2 je. Jangan menyesal nak tunggu aku sudah. Kan? Macam malas nak kawen sebab susahnya nak carik yg betul2. Yelah aku pun bukannya betul sangat, tp entahlah. Hope kau boleh move on carik org lain and bukannya move on and terubat balik lepas aku da reject kau berjuta kali. K?


Aku cakap ni pun bukannya kau tahu kan apa yang aku cakap. Haha. Takpelah. Hurm.

Sejenak.....

ALLAH SUBHANAHU WA TA'ALA tak akan pernah memutuskan harapan hamba yang berharap pada-Nya...

Cukup cintai ia dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhanaan dan keikhlasan..
karena tiada yang tahu rencana Rabb.. mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan karena hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikan..

serahkankan rasa yang tiada sanggup dijadikan halal itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya biarkan ia yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya...

Jika dia memang bukan milikmu, ALLAH SUBHANAHU WA TA'ALA melalui waktu akan menghapus cinta dalam hatimu, itu dengan memberi rasa yang lebih indah dan orang yang tepat..

Biarkan Cinta itu menjadi memori tersendiri dan sudut hatimu menjadi Rahasia antara engkau dengan Sang Pemilik hatimu..

Dreams #Part 1

I feel like wanna leave this country and stay in a mansion surrounded by a greenish beautiful garden full of flowers and a small lake crowded by flamingos and swans. There will be cows and sheep in a clean shed away from the mansion. At evening we will be riding horses and visiting the neighbors for hi-tea. Drinking English tea and munching on strawberries and also scones would be delicious. And at night it would be great to spend time by watching good movies and reading good books. Sleep at early hours and wake up healthily. Having a glowing smiley face all day long and get socialized with old folks and kids and play with babies. Don't you feel the same? ♥ :)

Friends :)

*This post is in Malay and campoq2*

Dalam dunia ni ada banyak orang kita jumpa. Some of them kita boleh buat kawan, some yg hanya boleh buat kenalan, and some of them yg hadir in a  small amount boleh jadi bestfriend atau geng. Ke bestfriend dgn geng tu tak sama? :O

So, nak ckp kat sini, oleh sebab aku dah hidup for 20 years alhamdulillah, lots of people yg aku jumpa. Nak kata kawan dgn semua, yeah mmg kawan dgn semua. But then, nak pilih yg betul2 boleh match atau masuk dgn kita itu mmg susah. Ceh, macam nak pilih boyfriend je bunyi. Tapi mmg betul seriously aku tahu korang pun hadapi masalah yg sama kan? Kan kan?

Hurm. Sejak lahir sampai besar bestfriend aku keep changing. Masa mula sekolah tadika bestfreind aku Mas Erina namanya. Cantik orangnya, rambut panjang. Tapi bila masuk sekolah darjah 1, bestfren aku tukar pulak. Nama dia Siti Hafidza Mat Jali. Tapi dia sekejap je, sebab pindah kelantan darjah 2. And then Aku kawan pulak dengan Siti Sofiah Md Fadruz. Yang ni bertahan sampai darjah 4. Sebab darjah 5 aku pindah kuantan pulak.

 Kat sekolah tok sira kuantan, aku baik dengan someone yg sama mcm aku, namanya Aliah Azmi. Yg dengan Aliah ni aku rapat dengan dia sampai form 3 even we all sekolah menengah lain2. Kat tok sira tak ramai pmpuan, so mmg aku hanya bersosial dgn para lelaki tp alhamdulillah aku masih menjaga batas2 itu. Kerana Allah sgt memelihara aku semenjak aku kecil, terima kasih ya Allah. Dgn si Aliah ni we all sgt nakal senakal2 alam. Macam2 ktorg buat. Cakap je ape. Nama dah 7 kali masuk buku disiplin, muka ktorg ni asyik keluar masuk pejabat guru besar je. Hahaha. Tp bila masuk darjah 6, kena jadi pengawas pulak. So ktorg jd mcm baik sikitlah. Eeii bila ingat2 balik, sgt byk benda yg happened kt we all. Macam rindu gak la. Dula perangai kanak2 rebel mmg macam tu, haha.

And then, bila Aliah masuk asrama MRSM Gemencheh, start jd tak rapat. Sebab? Emh sebab kat asrama kita akan tend to rapat with someone yg dekat dgn kita. Kan kan? And bila dia masuk mrsm Kuantan and jadi student Umi and Abah, hubungan itu makin renggang nampaknya ya. Namun, kami still conteact sampai skrg. Keep in touch by using facebook. Nothing else can we do. Selalu sgt dah janji nak makan sama lah segala, tapi oleh sebab masing2 perempuan and mempunyai parents yg sgt menjaga kami, sampai skrg kami tak jumpa2 lagi, hehe. Tp aku admit aku rindu wohh kat kau Aliah ! Sekarang dia study law dekat UIAM gombak. Jauh kan? hurm.

And then, pada masa yg sama aku ada geng jugak dekat mrsm mersing. namun after pmr, amsing2 pindah ke mrsm bitara and tinggallah aku sorg terkontang kanting masa form4. Namun, aku jumpa byk org baru. Sgt byk org baru. And antara cinta baru ialah Fatin Farhana Mohd Bekeri. Aku tawu kau sedang baca ni kan? Mesti kau kembang kan? Haha. Kenal sekejap je tapi kepala otak boleh masuk sangat. So sangat kamchinglah kan? haha. Dia ni budak sehomeroom aku, mula2 ingatkan garang tp rupa2nye gilaaa aku lagi gilaaa dia. Hahaha. Nak cerita banyak banyak boleh tapi entry lain okay Hana? Dulu panggil Phana so bolehla nak gedik2 cakap Pooja and Phana. Tp oleh skrg beliau mahukan namanya bermaksud, jadi kami digalakkan memanggilnya Hana. Heuheu. Dan nampaknya beliau skrg belajar di UITM shah alam mengambil LAW. Chaiyok2!

And jugak aku berkenalan dgn seorang yg namanya Wan Nurul Iman Wan Yusoff. Yang ini pun kenal dekat mersing. Mula2 macam biasa2 je namun setelah masuk Bwp kami jadi rapat kerana selalu heart to heart together. And some people even said yg kami berdua punyai minat yg sama, reaction yg sama, taste yg sama, bulan lahir pu sama cuma kurang sehari je. 20 and 21 March. Hehe. Namun begitu, aku dgn Iman ini sgt berbeza version. Iman version lembut sket, aku pulak version selamba2 suka hati akulah nak buat apa. Haaa mcm tu. Dulu belajar dekat UIA Kuantan, skrg di AUCMS ambil Medic okayyy. Doktor gitu, chaiyok2 yer !

Nak cerita banyak2 post lain k, hehe

Hurm, why i'm telling you this? Not you sgtlah kan takde sape pun yg tawu belog aku ni kan,haha. Sebab td terjadi peristiwa yg membuat aku agak taching gak la. Yeah, semakin kita rapat dgn seseorang tu, semakin mudah kita nak taching dgn org itu. Kesian kan? Sedih kan? Nak aku cerita ke? Tak perlu kot. Cuma rasa tak perlu kot nak buat aku rasa mcm ni, sebab obviously i'm someone who tend to choose friends instead of lovey dovey ni. Tp kalau family yg mmg rapat punye, mestila kena lebih kan? :)

Eish aku rasa aku mcm dah lebih2 tak tentu pasal kan? Hurm. Feels like belog ni diary aku lah pulak. Haishh. Tak tawu la aku mengarut ape tapi aku nak leave this entry. K bye. =.=''

:)

Kata Al-Ghazali :

Yang JAUH itu WAKTU
Yang DEKAT itu MATI
Yang BESAR itu NAFSU
Yang BERAT itu AMANAH
Yang MUDAH itu BERBUAT DOSA
Yang PANJANG itu AMAL SOLEH
Yang INDAH itu SALING BERMAAFAN


:)

BURNNNNNN

My skin burned a lot since the Interbatch Competition. My hands and my face berbelang-belang you know.


So as a solution, i already bought an RM300+ set of facial care. Laneige. But i did not buy the whitening one. I bought the water bank set so that my skin can be kept moisture and plumpy all the time.


And, as my sister Jiah told me, she scrubs her face every morning by using lemonade juices for about 2 weeks and it really works! So, start from today, i will do it every morning. It is a bit painful for my skin when the juice reach my open spore. But sabar itu separuh drpd Iman. :)


Do you have any ideas how to get whitier faster? Do tell me cause i really need it baby. Mowahhh!

Salam Awal Muharam

Salam awal muharam everyone !


May we all have a good and better life start today. InsyaAllah.


I know you are happy right now at your home. But fyi i'm suffering here in campus. Why i'm not going back? My parents are celebrating this awal muharam in Kuala Lumpur with Nenek, Jiah and Iqah. Btw, my mum was just came back from course, so they make gatherings there. Pity on me. My dad asked me to join them but i think it would be a bit tired for me. So, i'm staying here in lovely Kuantan. Fyi, this weekend is the first weekend that i got nothing to do. I mean, not having anything big to do. Alhamdulillah at last.


I came to realize that i had gained 3 more kgs. OMG OMG OMG ! I'm fatter now! :O


It's a bit stress when some people actually say straight to your face "you're fat now, how have you been?" Dang! Some of my friends even said that to a friend of me before we were having exams outside the exam hall. What theeee gurl?


And as to encounter all those thing that stress me out, i come to a conclusion that i want a better life since today. I have already plan my schedule. I know it will be a real tough for me to follow schedule as i hate this boring rules all the way life. But, this is for the sake of my body if i want to get healthier and beautifier? Is that right my word? HAHA.


6.00 am - Subuh prayer
6.45 am - Joging
8.00 am - Bathe + laundry
9.00 am - Breakfast and updating my days
10.00 am - Dhuha. Remember?
                *class usually start at 9 or 11 am.
1.00 pm - Lunch. It a must. If not taking lunch, you can sleep. Hihi.
2.00 pm - Lab     *not all days
5.50 pm - Joging
7.00 pm - Bathe + Maghrib prayer
8.30 pm - Study or make a good reading
11.45 pm - Facebooking and Blogging
12.30 pm - Sleep baby sleep <3


InsyaAllah this will be the first kick start for the New Year in Islam of mine. I will try as hard as i could to follow this. May Allah bless me.


Below is the list of thing to do in Muharam. I got it from where? I forgot.


Berpuasa. Maksud Hadis: Barang siapa berpuasa satu hari dalam bulan Muharam pahalanya seumpama berpuasa 30 tahun. Maksud Hadis: Barang siapa yang berpuasa tiga hari dalam bulan Muharam, iaitu hari Khamis, Jumaat dan Sabtu, Allah tulis padanya pahala seperti mana beribadat selama 2 tahun. 
Banyakkan amal ibadat seperti solat sunat, zikir dan sebagainya.
Berdoa akhir tahun pada hari terakhir bulan Zulhijah selepas Asar sebanyak 3 kali
Berdoa awal tahun pada 1 Muharram selepas Maghrib 3 kali
Empat belas perkara sunat dilakukan pada hari Asyura (10 Muharram):

Melapangkan masa/belanja anak isteri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini.
Memuliakan fakir miskin. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti.
Menahan marah. Fadilatnya - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang redha.
Menunjukkan orang sesat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya.
Menyapu/mengusap kepala anak yatim. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang disapunya.
Bersedekah. Fadilatnya - Allah akan menjauhkannya pada neraka jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti . Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini.
Memelihara kehormatan diri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan.
Mandi Sunat. Fadilatnya - Tidak sakit (sakit berat) pada tahun itu. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala."
Bercelak. Fadilatnya - Tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun itu.
Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir 1,000 kali. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah di akhirat nanti.
Sembahyang sunat empat rakaat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala." Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas Fatihah dibaca Qulhuwallah 11 kali.
Menjamu orang berbuka puasa. Fadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa.
Puasa. Niat - "Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala." Fadilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya pada neraka.

Proper Pleaseeeeee

I wanna have a proper life in a proper way. You?

All these days i'm kinda busy of toooo many things. Exams, cooking, meetings, programmes and so forth. I even don't have time for myself. I loveeeeee to spoil myself up to the limits where later anyone else will immediately think they don't have the power on me. Haha. 

But since when i finished spoiling myself? I can't remember. I enjoyed doing DIY spa every weekend. I enjoyed reading good books. I enjoyed hanging around with hot girlfriends and talk about hot topics in a hot location where hot guys are overwhelmed there. I enjoyed window-shopping alone. Some time you do really need time to be alone. Agree much? 

So, in these days i really need to sum up list of important things and update my Things To Do lists. 

Important Things.

Today - Monday - 14th November

3.30 p.m. - UNGS class

5.30 p.m. - UMMATIC meeting

8.30 p.m. - Blood Donation meeting

*study microbe after the meeting

Tuesday - 15th November 

11.00 a.m. - Organic Chemistry class

2.00 p.m. - Organic Chemistry lab

8.00 p.m. - BM class

10.00 p.m. - Floor plan for blood donation in Wackos, KOS

*study microbe after the meeting

Wednesday - 16th November

9.30 a.m. - UNGS class

2.00 until 3.30 p.m. - MIcrobiology exam

3.30 p.m. - Mirobe lab

* the blood donation will be held on Wednesday and i am so sad cause i can't donate my bloooooodd. 

Thursday - 17th November

11.00 a.m. - Microbe class

Nothing much. Rest. Studying UNGS.

Friday - 18th November

8.00 a.m. - KOS class

8.00 p.m. - UNGS exam

*ummatic run is on the evening. I think I cannot join it.

Saturday - 19th November

Cultural exhibition for Ummatic Week

*prepare for BM presentation

Tuesday - 22th November

*maybe BM presentation

*maybe going to BioMalaysia KLCC

Ohh dear! I need to post the poster of Ummatic cultural exhibition around IIUM.

And ohh dear! I need to contact all the batch leaders for the blood donation.

Okay you see how terrific I am pouring all my thoughts and all my stress in this entry. 

Yeah, I'm stressed.

There will be no more after this. I'm hoping so. I want to do things that I like.  Thank you all then. Hehe.

I Need To Change

Alhamdulillah i'm still alive until now. I had already came back form a week holiday for Raya Haji. Well, there are several things happened and lots of things went through my mind for the entire weekend. 


Yeah. I need to make up my mind. I need to change. I am 20 years old. I am old already, don't you feel the same? My Umi said this to me. "You are old enough but you act like a child" Yeah, me too agree Umi. 


There are several things i need to look on. These things basically about my Iman. I kinda feel low about it nowadays. Why? Because maybe there are lack of makanan hati and lots of duniawi things that I thought about.


I need to change.


Yeah I really need to change. 


Although it is only a small change. Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit.


And I hope i will be istiqamah in doing these. InsyaAllah.


1. Wake up early at 6 a.m. for Subuh prayer.


2. Perform Dhuha prayer everyday before noon at 12. Hoping the best rezeki form Allah.


3. Read Al-Luqman every morning after Subuh for the barakah of knowledge. I am a student. Yeah I need it. Alternate with Al-Ma'thurat.


4. Perform daily prayers at the beginning of time. The best for your face. 


5. Always in wudhu'.


6. Read Al-Quran after Maghrib prayer. Although a page of Quran. Listen to mp3 if don't have time to recite Quran.


That's all for now. 


InsyaAllah. :)


It starts today. 14th November 2011.

At Last...

This is the first entry of Euphoria. 

And 50% of the reasons why i am doing this blogging thing is because all of my friends already have theirs. 

And they urged me so much to do this. And even though i never care about this, i don't know why suddenly i do this.

So many this.

Yeah, and 35% of the reasons is because i found that it is so interesting to have something memorable that we can keep our stories and moments alive and unforgettable. Some may says that "you should write a diary and blah blah blah.." but admit it, i hate to write manually. My handwriting's suck. Back to the basic, i know this blogging thing will last until we want it to be last. Ohh, i'm hoping that my life would be a good life so that i can post so many beautiful things in my blog.

And, the other 15% is I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE REASON IS. And I'm talking about this seriously. 

That's all from me. Goodnight. All is well Euphoria.