The end of a friendship

just a simple and short story.

i had a gang once upon a time. a girls clique can we say it? it consisted of 5 people. me and my four other friends. we went to class together. we would waited for all of us to gather first and went together to many places.  we had been such very supportive for one another. we ate lavishly together. we studied together. we sometimes copycat each others works together. we felt we were so cool to hang up together. sometimes we hanged out with our boyfriends. sometimes we hanged out with our male classmates. we had known each other's story although we just meet each other not longer than 5 months.

things started to change when one of us, A , further her studies in egypt. taking medical course. she was the one who the closest to me cause we came form the same secondary school. so, for second semester, there were only 4 of us left here.

one of our friends, B , would like to befriend with us. so we went class together during the second semester. the 5 of us. we were good and very good. we became crazy together and always karaoke together. we loved to play games. all of it was so wonderful until a thing happened.

one of us, C , was my roommate. only both of us share the big room which should consist of 4 people. so our room was big enough for all 5 of us to play around and gossiping and doing other stuffs together.

the problem started when B kept telling me about the badness and the wickedness of my roommate C. at first i just ignore her comments and babbling. but until one point, i just can't get myself with her. i mean the C. i don't remember how we start to quarrel, but we seriously had this fight in our room. i just being quite and she was doing the same. we fought for about a week, and i was the one who settled it first.

when C and i became nice as before, the B got jealous. but she couldn't do anything caused i and C were roommates and we so closed. 

and then, B started to become so-close-like-only-my friend-is-hers. and now i am telling you about D. among 5 of us from the beginning, i was so close with D after A moved to egypt. it is like, pooja with D, B with E (the other friend of mine). but when B came, we just befriend as sincere as only God knows.

B started to get D away from me. and she talked about my bad to D. how could she right? she always took D's hand and moved away from me, leaving me alone. i am not lying to you. so bach that time, i was being myself alone but i don't really care about it. because when i cared too much, some of my friends told me that i was looking so terhegeh-hegeh towards D. yeah. it sounds harsh. but that's the truth. and it changed me.

during our 3rd semester, something BIG happened and it realllllyyyyyyyy change us. a very sad thing. very very very sad thing. it hurted us. eeach of us. hurted deeply and felt like dirobek robek you knowwwww. i don't really wanna tell what the event is but frankly this friendship got affected so much. sedihhhhhh sangat3. but we always keep in mind that everything has hikmah right?  the conclusion of semester 3 is horrible. that is : 
1) B got expelled from the college
2) D and i got split
3) C and i got together back
4) only left the three of : me, C and E.


:'(


we will never know when we will end this friendship with people. 


i learned my lessons. so in this matter, whenever we get together even until now, the pain is still there. after semester 3, there were lots of things happened. it is too hard for telling those. and i just wanna keep it safe in our memories so that when we reach our down parts, we will remember back those black ship avenues.


whatever it is. the one who wants to still be remained is the one who will remain until the last of us. although there are too many obstacles come along this path of life, they will keep supporting us until their last effort.


thanks for always being there for me since 2009 until now Aida Hanisa Ruslan and Fauzana Muhamad. Not forget Muhammad Alif Ishak, Rahimi Ashraf , Mamu Hafiz, Abdul Wafiy Usolli who keep staying behind my back always and always and always. Hikhikhik geli pulak aku kan cakap mcm ni untuk korang =.=''


Alhamdulillah for the time being ya Allah  =)