Broke down to my bones and hearts and soul.
It is hard to explain how this feel.
Feels like losing the half of me.
Apart of me now has gone and i'm losing myself slowly.
I am trying hard on this battle against myself, my heart, my feeling, my needs.
Sounds terrible if i say i need him, but that's true.
Because we had have been attached for almost 9 months and i appreciated all of that.
I used to call him my everything because he is the everything i need.
Too many things to be scribbled and i'm losing my words now.
This entry is about losing someone that i trust, appreciate and most importantly is someone that i love full-heartedly that i suddenly break down and couldn't control myself.
This pain, this tears and this frustrated are those that almost be my friends everyday.
Oh, i really broke myself down.
Please help me.
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