Feminine?

it was so unplanned for me to change the layout for my blog. 

it was like in a sudden i became a bit hardworking and i thought of making my blog prettier and more lively (although not so full of life).  because in my previous days, i used not to care much bout my blog, it was used just for my writing and telling heartbreaking stories all over again. oh demm on me.

i wanna be a more feminine and decent one, i just don't like to let others know about my blog. because they will know some sort of stories without knowing the truth. yeah, and i started to have a blog since my good girlfriends are far away from me. so, they may know my stories cause we've got no time to talk.

so, here we are! the new layout. the rosy2 one, haha. can i just be with my feminity again? can i just nak layan2 sifat2 perempuan i again? feels like a very long time ago, haha.

and i just love rosessss among other flowers, and i don't know why girls.