Double the Exco

i used to hold any upper posts (main boarders) in any clubs or societies that i have joined since from school. and i am right now confessing on how hard to be those "decision makers" because even you are not suppose to do those preppy paperwork or proposals, you still use your brain hardly to choose and decide for all of the members. it is not an easy job to do.

as mesmerizing 4 big posts i have had held before, those below are the reviews.

1) head girl in primary school
this was a total new experience for me. my school was full with naughty boys and the ratio would be 1 female : 10 male in a class. the experience was quite funny because i was still in no seriousness at all and i had to lead lots of immature young people (children). well, the experience was more fun and more sweet because we were fun adn we were sweet. oh really? haha.

2) head girl in secondary school
oh my gosh oh my gucci. this one was very hard for me to handle. why? because still i have to deal with the immature young people who started to become rebellious because they were away from home. there were lots of cases, starting from as simple as smoking, drinking alcohol, amuk, boys break-in girls' hostel and to the hardest such khalwat. and when those fitnah raised, i'd got totally screwed up. thanks ya Allah, those 2 years made me as tough as today. 

3) assitant program manager of community service
this program gave me a huge self-perseverance. in the middle of the progress, we'd got crisis that was so rigid and there was like not enough of time. however, we managed to handle it by bluntly turn around, back to basic and brainstormed in just a night. oh, i appreciated all of you guys for giving me support from the beginning until the very last of it. and people considered this program as a success, alhamdulillah. 

4) assistant program manager of faculty's dinner
oh masyaAllah. it is hard for me to explain this program. firstly, i wanna say this event was not a success for me. you can say the event or program is a success or not when you are the top, because you need to face the impression and achievement stated by others. there were so many problems and we were so lacking of time to review back the hurdles and it turned out not so happy for all of us. some of the seniors were talking bad about this and i was so sad and i'd got depression for about a week regarding this matter.

see? it is not that easy for becoming the second important person of anything. 

and next year, here i am who hold 2 post of exco.

welfare bureau of sciencess and logistics bureau of arc (adventure club).

what was in my thought before is i want to be apart away from arc, and i'd join sciencess because i thought of making good deeds to people while i am alive. i never thought that i would won the arc nomination, but it became true.

so here i am, again. holding 2 posts and it is a very big relieve because i wasn't in the upper main boarders. it was a big turn up for me to start again below, and to wash away and kind of rudeness and arrogant in myself. i will take this job from the heart, and it is amanah. lots and lots of people wished me tahniah and takziah. thank you for the appraisal and reminders people.

barakallah =)