Friday 27 January 2012

Orange Scones



yummy!


this is the first time i made an english scones. at first i thought it was so difficult to be made, but actually it was so easy. we just need to have the sensibility of food and softness. i made creamy orange scones and the taste was fabulous!


this is the recipe :
2 and half cup of wheat flour
5 teaspoons of baking powder
5 tablespoons of refined sugar
5 tablespoons of butter
half cup of milk
quarter cup of cream
1 yolk of egg
5 tablespoons of concentrated orange juice
2 orange's graters
1 egg (for glazing)


how do we do it?
1. sieve the wheat flour with baking powder. put in sugar and butter. squeeze the mixture by using your fingers until it become rough bread powder.
2. in other bowl,  mix the milk, cream, yolk, orange juice and orange's graters together. add this mixture to the sieved ingredients and quickly make it as a dough by using hand. don't overblend it. if it is sticky, add some flour.
3. you can grind them on the grind board but i take the alternative way of just make it round shape by using my hand. the size a bit is smaller than your palm. but you can make it according to your taste and size.
4. put them in rows on the baking tray. put some glazes on them. bake for 200 celcius for about 20 minutes. just bake them until you see the golden color shines.




and your creamy english orange scones are ready! X)




as my sister said, making scones is like making cekodok. the dough will be felt the same but the products are a bit different. scones are very crunchy on the outside and very soft inside.




orange scones with sabah tea. 


how to eat scones?
we eat english cuisines in english way. ahaks. to eat scones we need knife and fork, and also fruit jams. firstly we need to cut the scone into half. spread the jam on the cut part. and eat it just like you eat biscuits. and don't forget to drink it with the sweet english tea (sabah tea pun bolehh). the best for your evening hi-tea.




chillax! =)

Thursday 5 January 2012

Mana pergi anak Abah?

once upon a time.

i was a very good kid- the loyal one. 

i used to love accompany my abah to go to musolla or any islamic talks. 

every day i would wait for my abah for congregational maghrib and isyak prayers. and eat dinner together.

every night i would sit in front of my abah and recite al-quran. and my dad often recorded it in a cd. 

every thursday night i would wait for my abah to come back from musolla and recite yasin together. i refused to eat until i recite yasin with abah.

every month abah would give me an islamic book written by famous philosophers and ulama' for reading. 

every day i would finish a book of kisah-kisah nabi.

every day i love to spend with abah cause abah would give advice on me.

every day i love to chat with abah cause he is being so understanding and good-nature.

every day is like in heaven cause i'm doing good things with the family. and abah is one of the kind who will guide me well.

and i know you want me to further study at middle east country.

i used to love to wear tudung labuh.

i even ask my umi to sew a purdah for me.




but things are different now.




i am no longer a good loyal kid.

i am such a stubborn young lady who loves to do things on my own eventhough without the permission from umi and abah.

i am now a big girl who seldom think of her future.

i am now a fat girl who likes to eat all things non stop and confident every food is halal.

i am now just a plain daughter who is not a doctor-to-be or ustazah-to-be.

i am just a lousy girl who don't have any ambitions. it all seems so blur.

i am just a girl who will follow the flow of anything.

i am just not yet a woman not mature and hardly make good decisions.

i am just a trouble-maker and always late for anything.

and i know both of you oh umi and abah having headaches at night thinking of me.

and and i know there are more and more.




yeah. that is it.



where is the perfect good daughter?




it all gone.




where is the nice loyal girl who loves her deen very much she couldn't imagine?




it all gone.




and most importantly where is abah's daughter?




she is here.
she is writing this.
she is hoping she can change herself back.
she is hoping she can change the histories throughout her life.
she really want to forget all bad things that ever happen to her that cause her to change.
but,
it all had happened.
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abah's daughter now is busy creating her life to make it more wonderful and sweeter.

wish her lucks in every single things she wanna do.

thanks abah for all this while. for all these ilm. for all these advice. for all these moral support. for all these tarbiyah.


i will try to be a good girl in the future.

step by step.

insyaAllah.












She is a Friend for Life

let's be direct. this is all about her.


have you ever found a friend that suits you well? from top to toe? from inside to the outside? from bad to the good things? yeah. it is sure hard to be found. and it is really not that easy to search for someone who can accept you just the way you are. accept how bad your looks. accept how bad your words. accept how bad your attitude. accept how bad your smell. accept how bad your habits and routines. accept how bad your experiences. accept how bad your pasts. accept how bad your works. BECAUSE EVERY PEOPLE CAN ONLY ACCEPT HOW GOOD AND NICE YOU ARE FROM INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. what about bad stuffs about you? nobody really knows, only good friends will know all the bad in you.


i have a friend of mine. i don't know why she is the one who can only accept my true colors. * i think so HAHA*


we had been together for a long time, 5 years maybe. yeah i miss her. i miss every single things we did. why? it is because she is one of the few friends who can accept me well. yeah. that's true. i never being such a hypocrite in front of her. i will just do my things my habits my attitude my own even she is staring at me, haha. yelah korang akan rasa begini bila korang dah jumpa someone yang korang sangat selesa tanpa banyak alasan.


meh nak story sikit.


we met when we were 16 in mrsm mersing. i was a former student of the maktab. and she was the new student. moved from sekolah islam hidayah jb. she wore a long hijabi covered half of her body. her room was next 2 doors to my room. she is bian's friend and intan's roomate. when we met we just say hi to each other. her class was next to mine. and we often went to preppy class together because we would walk through the same way.


we never talked that much. just a simple chat and borak2 kosong in toilet i think. and then, we entered src's election. bwp. we went lobbying together and then we won it. i was selected as the deputy president while she was selected as girls bureau. we called her scope as princess. we started doing works together. too many works. together. with the help from khairina (khai2), rahmah (remmy), hazirah (rgee), syamira, wani and nasreen. with boys zulfarid (boyak), taufiq, izzat aziz, izad (KI), mundzir, azizul and zulhilmi. and also with the help form ustaz annas and other teachers. thanks all. =)


in our history of being bwps, there were lots and lots of challenge and hardships we needed to go through. only Allah knows how we felt about it. we kept supporting each other from the very beginning until the end. it is very sad when remembering all those things, but it is true. my past life was so miserable only me can imagine that. and i was glad for having such good friends who kept me for holding on. thanks hana, atiq, mea, intan, bian, bell2, zarifah, umai, hanis, kak kinah and many more. and i was so glad for having this girl by my side, for she always gives me advice and courage.


some people may say just let forget the past and start a new life. but for me i will think of anything from my past in order for me to make corrections in my new day.


the first time i ever cried to her is when we were in the bwp's room. i was isolated from kelantanese girls who hated me so much i just can't imagine those days. they even harmed me and want to kill me just because they can't accept my words. when i went to class, they looked at me like they want to eat me ! and at the same time some of the bad boys hated me so much cause they thought i was the one who reported *the buli balik to senior* thing to my warden. hell yeah, who cares about you? perasan. these boys believed a friend of mine who used my name to protect his friend who the real reporter. what the hell kan? sedih tak kalau kau jadi aku?


and during that time was the final examination week that held for 3 weeks. and i can't even enter my class. so sad and i hated it. even right now i am hardly being kind with any of my schoolmate because of these histories. hurm. back to our story, i often went to her class and stayed with her. but a problem came when i have a crush in her class. dang! no. he wanted me first. but then i don't know how can i fall for him. dumbass. i am only 16, how would i know? haha. some of her female classmates hated me for being there. they thought i wanted to menggedik geda. peliss lah. so, she then accompanied me to study in bwp's room. at that time i thought everybody hated me. it was not a soooo nice situation you know. but she cooled me down. we studied together. my result dropped sooooo dahsyat sangat sampai masuk dalam meeting cikgu2. hurm.


and then when we were 17 (form5), we lived our life better. everything went normal back alhamdulillah. we handled many things together, fardhu ain, muslimah night and many more. and when in 2nd semester, we needed to change class.  at first we really don't want it but our teacher forced us. so we followed her. me and she were new classmates then. i only knew her best in the class of zuhal with intan and ainzatul cause i thought all of others were only being hypocrites and they loved bullying me. i hate it. now i am no more. bully me i will punch your face kick your ass. haaaa amekawww.


we studied together. we faced failure together. we cried together. we sang jason mraz i'm yours and katy perry i kissed the girl together. we isolated ourselves from the class together. although there were many friendships problems going on, such as i was being confused either to go back to hostel with her or my phana. and she also got confused either to go back with me or her fatin. am i right? haha kantoi. but it gone well. our result were going down. we were so sad but nothing else we could do. cause we needed to follow the system and we were not allowed to bersuara dengan cikgu. yeah masa zaman muda2 semua penakut.


after spm, both of us went to plkn and enjoy our live. after that we entered cfs iium pj together and took the same course. bioscience. we were not classmates but we still mingling together. sometimes i would sleep at her room and vice versa. every night we would study together at ly under library. she is a clever girl so she always teaches me hard subjects such as physics and chemistry. alhamdulillah we managed to finish our time in cfs iium with glory. and entered iium kuantan the garden of virtue.


besides studying together, we shared many things together. lots of things. our birthdays is next to each other. mine is 20 march, she is 21 march. we have the same opinions and views on many things. we love the same things, same design, same color. no she loves blue and i love turquoise. but i think she love purple a bit. don't you girl? haha. we will give the same reactions when we heard things. we trust each other well. we are being honest to each other. and we try to be loyal to each other. ceyh, macam bercinta je pulak. we love to buy things together. we love to karok2 together. lagu jiwang rock kapak menjadi idaman. all of our deeds and doings are the same, it is just we are came as different version. she is way much smoother and softer than me and i am just like this. it is like i do what i wanna do. judge me hate me whatever. haha.


yeah we did soooo many things together. we love being crazy. we love seeing good stuffs nice dresses  terrific perfumes cool gadgets fabulous shoes yummy foods wonderful decorations try cookies and many more. we also love great books. but i seldom read, i watch. haha. our favorite movies some of them are dear john, a walk to remember, confessions of a shopaholic, sorry i love you and all these loves romance stories. we both hate scary movies. but we enjoyed adventures. we bought many things the same. mechanical pencils, night dress, lingerie, and many more. we don't even care to share our belongings. all hers is mine. all mine is hers. we share highlighters, notes, clothes, stockings, facial skin care, and towel sometimes. i am glad we are girls. so we are a bit tidy and cleaner, hehe.


one of the reason why we missed each other and we love each other so much is because we practice give and take in our life. even we had known for so long, we still make the relationship fresh as it grown more fresher. we spend time with each other. watching movies together, eating, gossiping, running and even sleeping together. even it is only a simple thing we will make it into a discussion. we owe ourselves. we had been so dependent on each other and even right now i still can feel the presence of her. i still call her compartment as her room. we share the same thoughts. maybe it is because our family background is likely the same so that is why our akal fikiran is just the same. and we hate those negative things. supporting our friends will be our first things to do.


jogging in the evening would be our favorites. besides we can burn the fats and selulit euwww, we also can take a fresh breeze. taklah fresh sgt sebab kdg2 ade asap cigarette kan. but still we have fun. we loves adventure and nature so much. so we entered adventure club but it is only me left in the club. yeah i miss her a lot. i'm going to kenyir all by myself. more over, we planned sooooooo many things in the future. going abroad visiting europe taking pictures with flowers and at the canal bungee jumping climbing mountains scuba diving visiting museum and opera house and many more. would it be true? i just don't know. the fate is in Allah's hand. and even she don't have the time to teach me how to swim. never mind, i will swim by myself. and we love waterfalls and beaches.


sometimes all that we planned didn't goes well. cause Allah knows better in our life. it is just us who need to follow the flow. if ada rezeki, ada lah kan. there still lots of people we need to meet. new friends new colleague new strangers and we still haven't meet our mr. husband yet right?


it is okay Wan Nurul Iman, we still have the chance to meet each other. if fuza kahwin dengan orang penang, ada la chance nak balik penang selalu. haha. if tak, kita plan lah meet ups kita. time reunion maktab pun still boleh jumpa. iman doakan fuza kat sini eh. mula2 memang susah nak move on taw iman, tapi kena try jugak slow2. hidup ni bukan untuk kita je, ada untuk orang lain jugak. anyhow, i miss all our times together, rasa macam lain sikitlah bila iman takda. tapi redha lah. tapi fuza ingatlah zaman2 kita berbunga2 dulu,hahaha. friends forever, kalau umur panjang jom tunaikan janji pegi abroad sama2.


hehe.


okaylah. that is all for tonight. take care selalu yer. rajin2 belajar doktor. jumpa lagi =)